I feel like I live my life behind a thin veil. I hide all my pain, grief, and dark thoughts behind a thin veil of the proper smile and the proper composure – just a veil.
Sorry, this is one of those nights of random thoughts.
I know GOD is with me – HE said so. But there is so much I just don’t understand. I know, just trust HIM. I do – but it still hurts. The loss is so great is sucks the light out of me, thus the need for the veil.
Time for gathered stones. I gathered up a wonderful “potato” rock on my recent trail ride. I think this rock wants to be a bear paw. Time to paint. Time to craft and let the tears fall – time to throw off the veil and work on some healing.
I will try to sleep tomorrow.