Earlier, I shared my struggle and desire to “reconnect” with GOD, loved ones, ME. It is a slow process. Sometimes, I feel like I am making progress, then some memory or maybe a small comment triggers the pain, the tears and I relapse and disconnect.
I certainly struggle to connect with sleep, which I why I am rambling on now. Although, I do seem to be able to connect very well with ice cream, chocolate, coffee, and bacon. Yep, I am definitely connected with those. Oh, and bread.
I feel like the rest of the world has high speed, and I am still on dial up. I can almost hear the tones of the modem. Of course, out here in the country, there are times when it may as well be dial up.
But, I am not going to give up. GOD is with me – HIS rod and HIS staff, they comfort me – and tomorrow is another day to try.
I pray you all have positive connections too.