My child is in the After Life – and I am in the NEVER Life.
I NEVER wanted to survive my child. This is the worst thing that I NEVER thought would happen. I will NEVER stop crying.
I am trying to cope with the loss I NEVER wanted to face. I will NEVER be the same.
I will NEVER “Get over it” and will NEVER stop wanted to slap people who say I should.
I’ve lost the person I NEVER wanted to be without.
In one phone call, I heard the words I NEVER wanted to hear and I can NEVER forget.
I NEVER thought I would survive, and maybe I won’t.
I will NEVER be “MOM” again. I will NEVER hold him or hear his voice in this lifetime.
I will forever miss the cards, texts, and phone calls that NEVER come.
I struggle to make it through the holidays, birthdays, and anniversaries I will NEVER celebrate again.
I have become a person I NEVER wanted to be. I realize now, I truly NEVER understood the pain of others before.
I have done things I NEVER wanted to do – and said a good bye I NEVER wanted to say.
I will NEVER stop loving and missing him. I will NEVER stop speaking his name and talking about him.
I will NEVER let go of GOD’s gentle hand. I will NEVER forget GOD loves me. I will NEVER stop trusting GOD.