The Israelites spent 40 years going around and around – I get that.
I feel like I am going around and around the same mountain, and I just can’t get it right.
The same demons keep cropping up – so around I go, making another trip.
I cannot stop a loved one’s addictive behavior. I cannot make the outcome different – so what I am failing to learn?
I see the train wreck down the line, but what don’t I see? Should I just get out of the way and refuse to be collateral damage again?
What about compassion and forgiveness and responsibility and commitment?
Sometimes, I just drop to my knees and ask GOD, how broken do I need to be?
Where is the line? Strong people break too.